Thursday, November 23, 2006

Monday Monday

I hate Mondays as a general rule... but the last two have been half-decent. Thursdays however, not really working out for me.

Hurray for song lyrics

Monday Monday

Monday Monday, so good to me,
Monday Monday, it was all I hoped it would be
Oh Monday morning, Monday morning couldn't guarantee
That Monday evening you would still be here with me.

Monday Monday, can't trust that day,
Monday Monday, sometimes it just turns out that way
Oh Monday morning, you gave me no warning of what was to be
Oh Monday Monday, how yould cou leave and not take me.

Every other day, every other day,
Every other day of the week is fine, yeah
But whenever Monday comes, but whenever Monday comes
You can find me cryin' all of the time

Monday Monday, so good to me,
Monday Monday, it was all I hoped it would be
Oh Monday morning, Monday morning couldn't guarantee
That Monday evening you would still be here with me.

Every other day, every other day,
Every other day of the week is fine, yeah
But whenever Monday comes, but whenever Monday comes
You can find me cryin' all of the time

Monday Monday, ...


Anyways, found some quiz links on a friends blog, figured what the hell.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!


Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!


That's all I've got the energy for just now.

Keep Dreaming
Daydream Believer

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Purge

Long story short, today was not a good day. A little bloodshed never killed anyone... I'm a bit disappointed. After an absence of three weeks, I usually get more of a reprieve from the general "Why can't you be more like her?" vibe. Oh well, maybe he's just making up for lost time. 10 months till freedom. Hopefully.

At this rate, I'll be in wicked shape in a month. I can't say that that idea doesn't bring me immense pleasure. But right now I'm just sore. Oh well, pain, gain, you know the drill.

Three different ways to get out of the house tonight, and you think any of them worked? Of course not. It's just one of those days, isn't it.

Why do I have these days when life is so good in the grand scheme of things? On top of everything else, I feel guilty for not being happier. That's only mildly ironic...

How come I'm surrounded by heartbreaks I can't stop? Why can't I make them stop hurting? Or keep them from hurting in the first place?

Anyways, that's a problem for another day, as always.

Keep Dreaming

Daydream Believer

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Theatre... Not So Much My Bag Anymore

There's something to be said for not needing to be rescued.

Locked up in a tower of your own device, sitting there staring at the key, willing it to disappear, because that's just how it should be. Then you realize how silly you're being. The tower has quite sturdy stairs, and the key's sitting right there in front of you. And while it's very romantic to sit there wiating for the white knight, who has that kind of time anymore? Really. The tower wasn't that bad anyways. All you had to do was say, this isn't my prison.

There's something to be said for not needing to be rescued, even for not having to rescue yourself.

Lately I've had this tendency to get all sentimental and mushy. Anyone who's reading this who knows who I am probably also knows why. To all of you, let me say with utmost sincerity, I'm sorry if you wanted to smack me upside the head at any point within the last month. Everyone needs to be silly and frivolous sometimes. It's therapeutic. Not to worry, I should be back to my usual bitter, cynical self in no time.

So, not too much has been happening. I've been neglecting sleep and my studies in the interests of... well, being giddy and silly and totally out of character. But it's been fun... and caffeinated.

If you're puzzled as to the title, well, don't worry, the rant will come. Long story short, the two things I have been planning/aspiring to for the better part of four years are in direct conflict with one another... so pretty much I have to pick one. I'm not a happy camper.

So I suppose that's everything for today.

Never settle down until you've had a chance to unsettle.
Keep dreaming.
Daydream Believer