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Well, I'm back from someplace with a warmer climate where everyone speaks a language I don't understand. I don't think I've ever been so happy to see the familiar skyline I saw from the airplane window. It's always interesting to remember who from home I thought about while I was away. The list almost always surprises me. What didn't suprise me was the collection of bizarre dreams I had, both while I was away and when I got back. I have strange dreams when I travel, c'est la vie. I can't remember any of them just now though.

Interesting idea, determining exactly what's going on in one's psyche by their selection of colours. It's somewhat accurate.

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Gotta have song lyrics. This is one of my favourite songs, Fallen by Sarah McLachlan.

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Keep dreaming.
Daydream Believer